will you stop ?

Been listening to Gavy NJ- Sunflower the whole day with Rolling- Jiyeon. I guess that sums up my feelings. I always listen what describes what I feel the best that day and what drifts me away. You can assume I'm sad or depressed or whatever. Maybe I am. Maybe this post will be dedicated to venting my frustration away. Maybe it will. School has been boring lately. Maybe because I'm sick. I have the heat wave flu. Isn't that an interesting snack for your brain to chew? A girl who has lived all her life in a sunny nation gets heat wave fever.

Lyana thinks I'm lovesick because it's been like a really long time since the last time. I didn't want to believe her but the 'Hey' has been the main topic of our conversation for almost two weeks now. It is just legendary. Well, tomorrow I'll have to stay back at school. *sobs* That's not cool, man but I just can't say no. I suppose I lost all my energy thinking and calculating to say no. I am most definitely not talking about Mathematics which I have abandoned the homework to think.

I think I should just drop and now that I'm writing a literary piece solely based on myself and what I feel. I must feel very superior now. I think right now, you know I don't feel any superior than I was at the beginning of the post. I'm getting better at typing though. I should be the person who types in courts but my sister, the future lawyer said that those type of people only exist in America. Gee. There goes my dream career. Keke ^^ <- That chuckling is not real. I didn't even chuckle. In fact, I'm focused at the the song. Making jokes should make you not sympathize me since I hate being sympathized but pointing out my lies sort of backfired.

This should be it. Should I mention that I wrote a Stephen Chbosky's The Perks of Being A Wallflower-esque writing at school. I was bored so I simply wrote letters to random people. I should scan it like how Lini told me to but maybe later. I'll have to screen it first though. I didn't thought that Hilal would remember about the book. I didn't even realize I was imitating the book until he pointed it out. I'm just not that original.

Current Location: the Depression Period
Current Mood: Is it not obvious ?
Current Music: Gavy NJ- Sunflower

p/s I didn't know Amsyar too likes Polaroid because I obsessed with it and the fella I kept saying I will add on to the list is Kim Jaewook. I'm just too lazy to put up his picture or an eyecandy today.

Niccoló Donati, love?

Finally watched the Lovely Bones and the September Issue ! Both movies were both inspiring and have mind blowing soundtracks. Lovely Bones with Brian Eno's amazing arrangement and the addictive Cocteau Twins' Alice. While the Lovely Bones has songs that brings you soothing melodies especially Brian Eno's ones, the September Issue has an indie- infested soundtrack which all by all, I absolutely love. From the beginning with Ladytron and the final track Oh No Oh My's Be A Star, it was amazing !


Doesn't Elizabeth Fraser (the singer, originated from Scotland which explains the accent) sounds amazing?


This isn't the version I liked. This is the Jenny version. I preferred the version that was in the credits of the film; the September Issue.

While I was looking for the tracklist for the September Issue (it was hard enough to get the tracklist, it was even harder to find a download link as they were all indie and I, obviously, will never even get to see their EP/ LP/ album anywhere), I found an amazing fellow Malaysian who has a passion for fashion and created a ridiculously beautiful pop-up book of Chanel !

Isn't that just beautiful. You can go here for more pictures of his pop-up book.

In the Lovely Bones, the uber-pretty Saoirse Ronan (pronounciation Seer-sha Ronan) starred in the movie. I have to admit she is super pretty even when she was in Atonement. I think the Lovely Bones has not opened yet in Malaysia, no? Well, when it opens, I advise everyone to go watch it because it is such an amazing movie.

And the September Issue is also a must-watch film for everyone out there no matter you are a girl or a guy, fashionably aware or unaware or don't even care. I'm not a fan documentaries and the September Issue one of the documentaries I liked. Along the list are Sicko, Planet B-Boy and March of the Penguins. Those are the few documentaries that I categorized them as fun, interesting and lack the boring qualities of the usual documentaries. Did I mention that they too have nice soundtracks? Next on my movie list; Coco Avant Chanel !

Current Location: surrounded by madness
Current Mood: slightly annoyed
Current Music: the Hot Rats- Drive My Car

p/s I sound so dull with my documentaries and all, no? And I admit myself that even my movie choices are slightly dull. I reckon I should knock myself in the head and watch blockbuster films that teens my age tend to revolve their world around it.

credits; haikalcium lowfat, imdb, youtube